Faithful and Waiting

I know I've said it before, that I feel like I'm at a stand still. Just waiting and waiting.

But lately, God has been telling me that this is exactly what I am supposed to be doing. I am supposed to be patient. I am supposed to wait with Him, until the time is right to take the next step.

This morning, my precious Jesus whispered to me and He said, this is enough. He said "Do you not understand, I know you. Karli Rose. You are mine. I have a perfect plan. Just wait."

How wonderful is it that the Lord speaks to us. He cares enough to tell me over and over again how He has got this, He has a perfect, perfect plan. And I don't have to do anything right now but to trust Him. And to wait.

Psalm 130:5
 I wait for the Lord, my soul waits, and in His word I do hope.
My soul waits for the Lord more than those who watch for the morning -- Yes, more than those who watch for the morning.
 
I'm in the right place. I'm with the right people. I am exactly where God placed me.

I think it's almost funny, how much I doubt. God called me to Haiti for this time, I said yes. And then I doubt that He is going to be carry out His plan.

.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wPLXIUOty1s
 This song by Brooke Fraser, Faithful, describes how I have felt the past few weeks. And how I still feel. I don't understand why things are the way they are right now. I didn't expect things to look like this. This isn't how I thought it was going to be. Sometimes I question and I doubt that this is right. And sometimes when I cry out to the Lord, I don't feel like He even hears me. Like maybe I wasn't supposed to be here after all. But then He reminds me that I am HIS. He reminds me that this is part of what He wants. And that even when I don't feel Him, He is still there. And that this whole time of waiting, I am being made more faithful. And I am trusting even when I don't see where this is going.